Event#6 Can you feel the void ? (open)

[Tristan Pendragon]

[!!! WARNING !!! This post contain automutilation ]

"Think about how we'll celebrate our way out from here ! You and me, watching all the season of our favorite shows on netflix, eating every snack we could buy until we explode …I'm sorry ... This is not helping you ..."

“Hey! Don’t say that! I already feel better. You knooow… if we get out I’d much rather play that game you’ve been telling me about...uh.. what was it? Something about a mountain.. quiet..no… Silent Mountain!”

They'll never be able to play this stupid game together ...

Another room, another awakening ... Is it ? How many time did he woke up in a different room again ? He lost the account ...  He open his eyes, fixe the roof, unable to move ... His hands hurt ... He feel ... Void ... The pain on his hand remind him he wasn't dreaming ... Jamie is really gone ... Tears come to his eyes again ... He wish it was a nightmare ...Another one ... He would want that so bad ... He would give anything ... He serves the teeth, place his hands on his eyes, shaking, trying to not break again ... He wish he could take the pain away ... He knew how to do that ... He knew what make him feel better ... Like two years ago ... The only thing he need is something sharp ... He turn his face, trying to see where he is ... The art class ? There should be scissor or cutter here ... No he shouldn't ... he's over with this ... He didn't do this anymore ... but ... it hurt to much ... he just want to feel better ... even for a little moment ... He manage to raise up, and search in the dark ... He was starting to think he'll had to do it with his teeths ... when he feel something cold under his fingers ... it's a piece of glass of something like that ... He take it ... fix it for a moment ... He raise his handle, approch the sharp of his skin ... He hesitate ...  It hurt so bad ... Do it, you know it'll help. NO ! You'll feel better for a second and then it'll all come back stronger and you'll have to cut again and again, it'll never end. But it hurts so bad ... I ... I just want to stop it ... I don't care the conséquence ... I just ... I want it to stop ... He close his eyes, tears running on his face ... And he cut the skin of his wrist ... A first time ... and another ... another one ...another one ... He can feel the blood running out of him ... He had forgot ... How good it feel ... How the pain just go when you do this ... Replace heart pain by physical pain ... In a short time he already had ten cut who where splitting blood on the floor and on his clothes ... He just want to stop the pain ...

[Something]

"Stop that," a familiar female voice inside Tristan's head said. "Or go all the way, you coward!" The high-pitched noise inside his head rose, causing his head to snap with a violent jerk. "I don't need mutilated 'abomination' of a human like you anyways!" the female voice hissed and disappeared, abrupting the mind-crushing soundwave.

Tritan's neck hurt from an unnatural movement that something caused him to do.But besides him... there was nobody in the room that could cause that.

[Tristan Pendragon]

"Stop that," He jump in surprise ...He know this voice ... but ...where ? "Or go all the way, you coward!" His head hurt ... What the fuck ?! So there is really a poltergeist ? Like when Jamie's phone go back in her face ... "I don't need mutilated 'abomination' of a human like you anyways!"He moan in pain when his neck don't obey him and start to take a strange position ... He try to see behind him ... No one ... It is this thing who posses Amanda ? Who kill them all one by one ? "It's all you got ?! I heard this kind of things since I'm born ! I'm use to it ! ..." Even if ... the way she said abomination seems strange ... but right now he's not really in a good state for think about it ... He know this voice ... He sure of that ... He look at the glass in his hand ... what is he doing ? He make a promess to Phillip ... "If  I stop ...and don't do it again ...'ll you relise me ?" he ask softly.

[Administrator]

Sadly (or thankfully), no matter for how long Tristan has waited or tried to address something talking to him - nobody replied back.