Event #1 "Mother Knows Best"
Jul 5, 2018 21:11:09 GMT
Post by Administrator on Jul 5, 2018 21:11:09 GMT
"Nobody will search for me here," Amanda was sitting on the closed toilet lid, her legs pulled up to her chest. Why do even bother? Why do even try to fit in? "I'm not like them. I'm useless. I can't do anything right! I just can't... be happy," the girl whispered, wiping a tear that had rolled down her cheek. Maybe she shouldn't have run away from Tara and Esmeralda, maybe she should have stayed. Maybe... Maybe, maybe, MAYBE! So many uncertainties, so many questions that don't have answers!.. Mom always knew the answers.
"Mom was right all along," she whimpered. She didn't need friends. "Friends ain't real, nothing is real... Arielle and Nancy, Zac, Esmeralda, Alex and Jamie, even Phillip with that stupid Naomi!" Amanda clenched her fists, her nails biting into her palms. "And even Tara." She shouldn't have tried to resist her mom's will in the first place. Mom was right. Mom tried to help her. She even showed her how deeply wrong she was. And now she was crushed, defeatedd and torn from the inside. And it wasn't anybody else's fault that she now felt this way but her own. Stupid gaming club, stupid idea, stupid Amanda.
"Mom was right all along," she whimpered. She didn't need friends. "Friends ain't real, nothing is real... Arielle and Nancy, Zac, Esmeralda, Alex and Jamie, even Phillip with that stupid Naomi!" Amanda clenched her fists, her nails biting into her palms. "And even Tara." She shouldn't have tried to resist her mom's will in the first place. Mom was right. Mom tried to help her. She even showed her how deeply wrong she was. And now she was crushed, defeatedd and torn from the inside. And it wasn't anybody else's fault that she now felt this way but her own. Stupid gaming club, stupid idea, stupid Amanda.
"I should get my games back and leave," she thought and finally got out of the stall. As she was about to leave she heard a loud high-pitched voice:
"THERE YOU ARE!"
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